I win!

I did dietbet.com with a group of friends and bet $20 that I would lose 4% of my body weight in 4 weeks and BAM I lost 10 pounds. I have rediscovered my love for running and sweating my ass off. Literally. I didn't know if I had the motivation but I'm tired of being sad about my body. I literally woke up and said effe this. I need to take care of myself and love myself again. It feels so good to go to the gym and go for a run outside again. I'm enjoying pushing myself to move faster and faster. The best part is...it never gets boring. Of course it's difficult and I want to punch someone on certain days but g-dang I feel so good and so fulfilled at the end of my workout. I know my weight lose will slow down but I don't care because I'm building muscle. I'm sure you get frustrated when you don't lose but come on. If you say, "Ugh I didn't lose. Wah Wah Wah." and allow yourself to get down on yourself, there is something else going there besides weight. Truth. You gotta want to better yourself to keep it up. The time is now peeps.